If you believe you are the product of the correct amino acids, temperature, atmospheric content and a spark you simply don't understand the mathematical probabilities.
I admire your faith though.
Okay, so how were you created then? You don’t know, but it’s super complicated , so Jew god. You see grass pushing up through any crack in the pavement, or a tree growing on a rock face where a handful of dirt collected and still don’t see. Life is persistent. It happens any time it can.
Creating a species that has to kill other life to survive is stupid and cruel. You’re god, you can pick any system you like. You can make a thing survive on O2 alone if you want. But no, I think I’ll design lions to slowly and painfully eat the guts out of the zebra until it dies. I’ll design scarcity so living things starve on the plains and the mother has to move on without her baby. Your Jew good is a demon. Which makes sense considering his chosen people.
Why so needy? You need to be special. You need an invisible force to care about you. I don’t get why you need this. I can’t relate.